¶ the incandescent subfusc wants a life away from greed and hypocrisy:

artificially peppy, chemically imbalanced, hardly easy, polyphonic colophon…

another day, staring at the ceiling 

a happy neurotic and random psychosis
Back then, one half of me was a happy neurotic.
That's disappeared from sight now and i'm just in a state of random psychosis.

I miss the happy neurotic very much.